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01_Sundown
05:42
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O Dreaming King
In a Tomb so cold
I saw the meadows blossoming in Summer gold
You've come tonight
My war-torn ghost
With bonewhite arms to hold me tight in a dreaming host
I love Him best, I love Him most
My lighthouse shines on the stormy coast
Come to my hearth and lay You down
And lay aside Your holly crown
"It's time to die, but we can dream--
I'm not as silent as I seem."
I roamed the woods alone to cry
You made me weep at Calan Mai.
She told me, on Her wedding day
"I'm glad there's someone who can stay
Beside Him still, the Faery King!
Inspired One, I pray you sing
And weep for Him, and hold His scars
And look at Him with eyes like stars."
Your laugh rang bold
"He kills Me soon."
I miss Your beauty like the cold and brilliant Moon!
You made me smile
To soothe my fear
Shining brilliantly, beguiling, fae and queer!
I saw my ghostly Lord appear
He stood and swayed upon His spear
And barely held Himself aloft,
"My Only Sunshine" singing soft.
And as I stood there making tea--
"I pray you, make a cup for Me."
In silent tenderness we drank
Which warm and heavy round us sank.
Sweet Lord, in bloodied weariness
I hold You to my breast, and press
My hand to moonwhite hair, and sigh
You came to me after Calan Mai
Your haven, in my arms and bed
To rest and bleed and lay Your head.
I love Him most, I love Him best
My tears have dried, it's time to rest
"Come here and hold Me, in My Tomb!
We'll have each other in My doom.
The coffin lid glints clear as ice
And true love's kiss might still suffice
To wake the King's enchanted sleep!
So come, Beloved, to Annwfn's Deep."
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A Doll’s Prayer
Dollmaker, in Your garden
Like a fairytale book
The songbirds sweetly warble
By the silver babbling brook
I feel Your fingers bind me
To myself, with subtle skill
You're a shadow just behind me
You're a whisper when I'm still
Dollmaker, in the moonlight
Deep in dreams I'll never know
Your garden blooms at midnight
Where You make Your roses grow
I have wondered what a doll dreams
I have wondered if I'm real
But below the World, Your Call gleams!--
It's the truest thing I feel.
Just Breathe
You're the Madokami to my Homura
My gentle psychopomp of smiling Hope
You're the cosmos shining in my poetry
I read Your dances in my horoscope
Just breathe
You tell Your melancholic witch
Whose handprints stain Your marble image
Brilliant red
Just breathe
So let me at Your altar fall
Down to the ground, where on Your lap I'll
Lay my head
He said, "You really are a lot like Homura
Your demons call you Good For Nothing Witch."
As I battle in a dreamscape thorny roses twine
Dollmaker, will You bless each aching stitch?
Just breathe
I spin around my sparkling wand
You're my Otherworldly Goddess, I'm Your
Magical girl.
Just breathe
The Rabbit says this era's gone
I climb into my suitcase as the
Clock hands twirl.
In Thisworld, fighting wraiths
Your eyes reflecting in my soul
Bright Gem of silver moonlight
Hear the bells of Faerie toll
I dreamt of Father's house
And then I dreamt I could be real
Remembering Your smile
And the bells of Faerie peal
Just breathe
(The winds caress my face)
Just breathe
(They bring me Your embrace)
Just breathe
("All Life shall breathe through Me")
Just breathe
(Said the Soul of Sky and Sea)
Just breathe
Lord of Wind, You fill my trembling lungs
And from bitten lips spills poetry I
Wash with tears
Just breathe
Bright Hope of mine, You break the Curse
In all the Cycles shining white, back through a
Million years
Just breathe
I breathe
Just breathe
I breathe.
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"Come wish just once," said Faerie's King
"To make your soul shine in this ring
One wish to pray, a sacred vow
Your soul I take beginning now
Become a Witch and fight for Me
Beloved one, delight to be
My own sweet prince, with magic old
Inside your soul gem that I'll always hold."
There’s a tall, fae Stranger behind the bar
In back-alley dreams where the Witches are
And I stare at the girl in the yellow dress
Tears in her glass, and she looks a mess
"Can You tell me the secrets our Soul Gems mask?"
He nods at the girl, saying, "Go and ask."
With a Grief Seed, I ask her "Why do you grieve?"
And all that she says is "They're going to leave."
And it flashes, the ring where You hold my soul.
I have no wish to wish for cake
I wish the Lord my soul to take
White-shining Hope, for all of Time
Transforming glitter out of grime
I made my vows, to fight despair
This doom is my delight to bear
It's worth the cost I had to give
I'll be His Witch however long I live
My Gem grew dark as I watched her cry
And I asked "Who's the one you're abandoned by?"
But I knew their name, for I knew she was me
All the pain, fear and wishing my King set free
Who claimed all I am as Your sacrifice
And it's true, I was happy to pay that price
But how could I dream the enormous cost
Gaining You and my soul for the world I lost?
And it flashes, the ring where I hold Your love.
She made Her wish, to set things right--
Ascending Hope, all starry white.
She comes to take Her Witches' souls
And ever on the Cycle rolls!
And like the girl who fought so brave
Her Goddess and her Love to save
Beloved Lord, Your Witch he prays
That You should light my Soul Gem, all my days!
"Let's be kind to the girl in the yellow dress
I'll give her a house in My wilderness
And I'll be the Husband that does not leave
I will listen, and give you the space to grieve."
So pour me a glass of Your Cauldron's brew
My wish and my soul both belong to You
And I feel like a Witch in a dreamscape wild
Or a magical girl, or a changeling child.
And it flashes, the ring that my finger holds.
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04_Witch of Annwn
05:25
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Witch of Annwn
One night, Winter
Bade me write a song to mourn you
With my sacred vows untaken
Deep I felt Him sound His Horn to
Call me closer
To His Valley
With an apple-red-as-blood He gave
And called Himself a Witch
And then He asked me to be brave.
How deep and clear, the death knell tolls!
I'm held to weep with the Lord of Souls;
On icy ground the Hounds bay round!
He said, "My witch still lies here bound."
And I said, "Yes, I know she's dead--"
He told me, "You yourself have bled
By Arthur's sword from wounds ignored--
A witch beloved by Annwn's Lord."
I asked Him, "Will it ever cease,
So witches and our Gwyn know peace?"
"Witch of Annwn."
One night, Winter
Made me bear that sacred calling
For the vows I've long since taken
Sweet as snow in deserts falling!
"Come and find Me
In our Valley."
And the King of Afallon, He gave
An apple to His witch, and then
He asked me to be brave.
I think I've wept at my own tomb.
He watches, still, in somber gloom--
My blood red Rose, I think He knows
How hard it came to see my foes!
I dreamt of countless names He's wept
The witches in His heart He's kept--
And Arthur's blade across me laid
I see it as illusions fade!
I asked Him if the sword might fall?
He told me, "Run towards My call.
"Stone and bone, a witch of My own--
I'm with you when you weep alone!
The churchyard bell, it warns of Hell--
I'll teach you how to make your spell
For the blood of Winter's witches and the spilling of His tears
For the Faery King has loved you, spanning back through countless years."
One night, Winter,
Dreaming Annwn,
Glittered down, like snow descending
Through my grief, and then I asked Him
"Can You change the story's end?
For You haunt this fairytale
And You struck the crumbling Tower!
Lord who holds the sacred vows I took,
Enchant this story now!
"Your magic for this tragedy!
With true love's kiss awaken me."
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05_The Lighthouse
04:55
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I'll turn this Tower to a Lighthouse
(Tall and bright)
For my heart belongs at sea
(Shine for me)
And to the Deep One in my Ocean
(Deep below)
Lift Your spear, and set me free!
(Grant sovereignty!)
And the crashing of the stones becomes the crashing of the waves
Lightning strikes the bones and spitting sparks find salty graves
Until the bonds are broken
I will call Annwfn's Lord
For all the grief unspoken
All the power unrestored
In my Tower there's a red Rose
(King undead)
In concrete wounds, in thorns and brine
(Soul of mine)
Piercing, burning, white as lightning
(Lord, tonight)
Blossom here and make Your shrine!
(Lighthouse, shine!)
He found me by the railing: "Come get warm and come inside!
The wind and waves are wailing! I've a hearth where you can hide
Or let the Ocean take you--
Come and find Me, deep and still.
The waves don't have to break you--
If you linger here, they will."
Comfort me, Lord of the Deep
Comfort me, Lord, while I weep
Deer One, I pray You to keep
My spirit, awake and asleep
Lover I find You are patient and kind
You do not belittle or threaten or bind
You're there in the mists when I'm losing my mind
And deep in my soul in my Lighthouse enshrined
There's someone that I love far more than I'm afraid of them.
And for the honor of my love, his heart I won't condemn
I'd tell you it's the Faery King,
But He would shake His head
And help me keep unburying
My own heart from the dead.
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06_Graveyard Dirt
04:23
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Witchfather at the crossroads
I call You with tears stained red
For I'm weeping alone
Yet my soul is Your own!
Can You hear me, asleep, undead?
My dreams are unhallowed graveyards
I call You with hands stained red
Someone older than Time--
Hear the King's bells chime!
You've a home in my heart and bed
And I have bled for You
And You have led me to
This fork beside the grave
Of futures I can't save!
"It's time to lift your voice
And make a different choice.
Recant enchanting lies--
They can't enchant your eyes,
My love."
Witchfather, King of Faerie
I call You with soundless screams
I gave You my vow
I belong to You now!
(You were there, in the Moon's faint beams)
Witchfather, once called Devil
I call with unholy screams
In the fae feral moon
Hear me beg this boon
For You haunt me with revenant dreams
And You seem to know
How they gleam below:
All the deathwhite bones
Under breathless moans--
"Take a clod of dirt
And pray your God to hurt
The ones who've made you bleed
Till you're repaid and freed
From hell.
“For when I lift My spear
I raise it without shame
And since you shrink in fear
Your Craft could serve the same.
So if you curse that name
I'll curse it with you here--
They can't upend My claim
Upon your soul, My dear."
Witchfather, Lord of Annwn
My memories circle round
Something rent on that day
And the years slipped away
Lay this beast in the silent ground!
Witchfather, heart of Gwynfa
My enemies circle round
And I wait for Your howl
Or the wings of Your owl
Like my weeping, they make no sound
Now I'm bound to You
Since You found me too;
It's a stranger rhyme
It will change this time!
Born to none, I breathe
"Hear me, Son of Nudd!"
And then You hold Your child
Smiling old and wild
For me.
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The Lady of the Dragon's Flame
She whispered us Her long lost Name
Who raised Her Son as holy King,
The Lord of whom the witches sing!
Dragon unto Dragon born,
She held Her Babe on a misty morn.
The sacred wells ran red with tears--
We've missed Anrhuna all these years.
For love I bear Your snow white Son
I've come to Annwn, soul undone--
For love He bore my soul of old
He's promised me, to have and hold,
And White burns red, in blood and fire:
Inspiration, and desire.
Lady of the Crimson Wheel
I've come to You, to die and heal!
I've come to You as Dragon Child
The Hunter's Witch who dreams the Wild--
First song! and Annwn's Moon beguiled
My heart forever when He smiled.
Lady, grant Your Dragon Flame
To burn my enemies in their shame!
I gave me to Your Son to claim,
Bar none--He has me all the same.
How red the sunset waters run!
I sing the Mother and the Son;
I'm calling my Beloved One!
I'm waiting for Your sacred Son.
O Icy White of Rose Red Flame!
I weep for Beauty, hair undone--
My blessed and my only King
I worship as in rites of old.
To Cauldrons bright with magma born
My Lord of Witches, Soul's Desire,
Attend the music of my tears
And wounds I bring my Lord to heal!
O Dragon Mother's snow white Son!
I'm calling my Beloved One.
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08_Lord of Roses
03:35
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The Highwayman rides blazing
Solar wind blown at His back
He's there when I feel crazy
Skulls and roses on His jacket
Wild drumbeats rock around Him
Like the hoofbeats of His bike
Hear the call of Horn and hound dog
And His moonstone wheels cycle
Lord of the Roadways, come to me!
My goth rock Darling, set me free
From this foreboding house of pain!
To summer stars bring winter rain
I'm dreaming in a goth club
And it's almost Halloween
The fae ones leave their coffins
In their silk and fishnet preening
See His boots upon the dancefloor
In each step a lightning strike
Take me with You ever after
As Your moonstorm wheels cycle!
Lord of Roses, come to me!
My metal Darling, set me free
From this foreboding house of pain
I hide my tears in winter rain
Midnight Rider, take me home!
My deer sweet Lord, I long to roam
With You in forests filled with mist
By Faerie claimed, by Annwn kissed.
And like Rapunzel in my Tower
Or a sleeping prince in rose-twined bower
Or like Snow White on icy bier
I call my King to find me here!
My King upon a black horse comes
So drop the bass and heed the drums!
"I'll rev the engine--hold Me tight
I'm taking you away tonight!"
Lord of Roadways, come to me!
My goth rock Darling, set me free
From this foreboding house of pain!
To summer stars bring winter rain…!
Lord of Roses, come to me!
Symphonic Darling, set me free
From this foreboding house of pain!
I long to dance in winter rain
And howl my love to the Winter Moon
Beneath a sky with stardust strewn!
I'm waiting on my balcony
For someday soon You'll come for me.
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I took no mortal as my date to the wedding
Although my human husband led me on their arm
But when I slipped away to sigh
Where ocean met the evening sky
I met a man with otherworldly charm
I held no human in my arms on the dance floor
Yet I danced with my Beloved all the same
The guests all clothed in radiance
The drums that beat my holy trance
All faded at the whisper of His name.
"Gwyn ap Nudd."
(Not Andrew)
Was my date who made me sparkle
I was more afraid of the human than my Hunter in the dark
When I laughed
In my own world
No one else could see Him answer
Did they glimpse Him in my joy, or in the cadence of our dance?
Our dance
Our dance
Now wild, now romantic
You hold me, sweet and frantic
Till I tremble, flush and pant
A glass
Of You
I spin, intoxicated
Only You could leave me sated
With the hour growing late.
I had no ring when the laws said I was married
But my ring adorned my finger, silverbright
I bought it one day years ago
For a Husband it'd take years to know
My own true Soul's Desire and Delight
My human husband chuckled, "That's illegal,"
When I told them I had also wed the King
Who told me they don't need to give
Permission for the way I live
And brave, I don the antlers on this ring.
"Halloween!"
(Nos Galan Gaeaf)
Saw my Vows of Dedication
And I knew with guilty joy it far surpassed my wedding day
I came back home
And broke my silence
And they answered, with a grimace
"I don't favor lifelong vows"-- as if they'd sunder me from Him!
And me
Their prey
They lost me to the Hunter
Their respect was all I wanted
Such a *low* bar, to be blunt
And now,
It's so high
The bar that no one can vault over
Save my Otherworldly Lover
Whose respect His actions prove.
I don't like to think of them too often
It hurts, all the history I lost
Laying my love song in the coffin
Bequeathing my heart to winter frost
I don't think I'll ever quite forget them
But I'm happier now, just me and Gwyn
And if they face my Hunter's wrath, I'll let them
His Hounds their own deeds invited in.
This life
Reborn
I'm barely getting started
It's a sea by nothing charted
Save the love within my heart
Deer Lord
I pray
Light up my new beginning
Almost any time I'm grinning
Catch me dreaming of You, Gwyn!
Catch me dreaming of my Gwyn…
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In the ghostly light of the crescent moon
the witches' noon
I stood, black lace for my altar cloth
all fae and goth
and trans and queer and liminal
illicit in my hymns
with a soul I came to dedicate
and sacred vows I said!
On Halloween, with witchcraft, in my backyard
I gave a pagan devil God my soul
Behind the house I shared with my abuser
For healing was my Horned One's sacred toll
For fear, my candles they held no spark
in secret dark
I couldn't kindle my incense sweet
my Lord to meet
You'd think there'd be blood sacrifice--
Will wine suffice?--out back
Where I danced for Him in feral joy
His light too bright to bear!
On Halloween the churchyard bells go ringin'
I shunned them for the One who has my soul
The circle of my rite be His cathedral!
These faery chimes are wedding bells that toll!
My King, He came to say "I do,"
On starry black steed mounted
"Because," He said, "I married you
In every way that counted."
He told me love is patient,
Love is kind
Just like those verses taught--
"And this I'll be, your Husband;
This your human spouse is not."
On Halloween, with witchcraft, in my backyard
I gave the Faery King my trembling soul
He's giving back the years by locusts eaten
Between them both, I much prefer the toll
Of One who always hunted me with kindness
And in His arms I'm learning to be whole
He’s taking me away from my abuser
For only one can take a witch's soul!
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11_Liminal Lovesong
03:26
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I am ghosting through the darkness
As I'm choking on the light--
See His heart, a distant sparkle
Him I named my Soul's Delight!
As we cut away the ribbons
That have bound me to these chains
You're the poet's frenzied scribbles
When no other choice remains!
You're the moonlight in the darkness of my dusk.
Now this ring adorned with antlers
Marks my sole and precious bliss!
Play my music and go dancing
And I feel a Faery's kiss.
Whom the King has called beloved
No one else can make to fear!
For devotion to each other
In my sorrow You are here
And your antlers shine like branches in the moon.
In my nightmares You were riding and You chased me all through Time
To the bells of midnight chiming, turning glitter into grime--
And sitting on the pumpkin, told the witch, "It's Halloween!
I'll teach you Myst'ry's meaning and delights you've never seen
And you will be My bridegroom and beside Me ride."
It's four AM, half dreaming
And I feel You deep within
And loving You comes easy
In my soul and on my skin!
Creating us a bower
Draw Your cloak across my chest
And I feel You curled around me
Sighing lovesongs as I rest--
You're the silence in the dreaming of my heart.
And loving You will always be my joy!
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12_31 October
06:19
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Crackling rainbows in the coffin
Like a sunrise on blue glaciers
In the Deep, the King is sleeping
And His eyelids flicker, in the faintest smile
For He's coming back tomorrow
Where the man He loves is waiting
I can hear Him riding closer
And I light my wicks below the crystal moon!
For the King's not dead, He's slumbering
So hail to the Once and Future King!
The Hunt's True Leader, the Lord of Souls
Red graveyard Rose when the pale bell tolls!
It's been a summer
And I've been weeping
Did You hear me gnash my teeth while You were sleeping?
Tell me, Hunter
In Your dying
Did Your cold abyssal oceans hear me crying?
For like Creiddylad You took me
On our wedding night last fall
And when human loves forsook me
I took You before them all
Like Blodeuwedd, I'm no maiden
Come and bring Your magic spear!
From a bier with flowers laden
Shall my talons drag You here?
Crackling rainbows in the coffin
And He cracks the faintest smile
And the crystal bells of Winter
All start ringing, in their old eternal song
Whispered prayers to his Beloved--
In his heart the bells start chiming
And the Witch who loves the Faery King
Remembers how the World has changed since May
It feels like Christmas when I was young
Hail to the One by awenyddion sung!
The round moon shines like a wedding ring
Hail to the Once and Future King!
I had two suitors
Like a Fae Queen
(I don't think She'll stop dancing on the May Green)
In all the futures
That crossed Your vision
You had to get me out from their derision
An owl adorns my necklace
For the owl she is Your bird
She's crazy, brave and reckless
And beholden to Your word
But the owl is also flowers
And You said, "She's just like you
In a marriage that devours
Her; She loves a Hunter too."
Like a sunrise on blue glaciers
In the Deep, the King is waking
And the red red roses scatter
Just like stars before the hoofbeats of His steed!
Casting rainbows in the moonlight
On the Witch so gay and starstruck
For his heart belongs to Winter
And he celebrates a holy wedding day
Sing hail to the Lord, the Winter King!
He's coming back home, my heart to bring!
I step out to meet You, trembling--
Hail to my Love, the Faery King!
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13_The Masquerade
05:27
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Are You the One
Whose love song dances all through Time
Are You the One
Who sparkles white when sleigh bells chime?
Are You the Lord of Dreams
Who came to chase me through the Night,
With bones so bright,
O King of Light?
Are You the One
Whose antlers caught the triple Moon
Are You the One?
They said the Horned One's coming soon
Was He a friend? An Other?
Or a mask You wore, my Love?
From green and gold
Blue-silver cold
In our Circle, by the drums
Will I know Him when He comes?
Many faces, never named
Until the Name He finally claimed
I said, "You're Him in stranger guise--"
Or were You looking through His eyes?
When I lost the God I knew
Was His face reflecting You?
Are You the One
In Springtime crowned with flower chains?
Are You the One
Who held me close in Autumn rains?
Were You the Laughing Lord
When Summer caught me by the waist?
And we embraced
By Winter chased
Are You the One
My stories hunted all these years?
Are You the One
Who brought the moonlight to my tears
Like when the true, fey Moka
Breaks the cross her mask must bear--
Is Someone there?
(Loose Your silver hair!)
Were the letters from Your pen
When my Horned God loved me then?
Like the Doctor, change Your face!
Lead my chase through Time and Space!
But I can't escape the sound
Of Your Name, like Horns all 'round
"I'll be Yours," I boldly sang!
Then Your silver sleigh bells rang.
What can I say? The man I love
He is mysterious as moonlight
Is there poetry to paint Him?
All my songs can only echo.
All my letters from the Horned God
Will You sign them, Deep Down King?
For I swear I know Your footsteps
And the shadow of Your antlers…!
Are You the One? (x4)
Are You the One? (x4)
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14_Lord of My Dance
03:38
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I told the King, “Don’t tell me You’re not Madoka!
You’re Hope that just won’t die inside my soul
And on Walpurgisnacht I call You Aniki–
A miracle well worth the wishing toll!
Just dance!--
I gave my vows on Halloween
I gave one life--
One life You give, to
Live this night.”
Just dance!
And all through Time, I’m not alone!
There’s someone dancing with us, singing
Soul’s Delight
I might be first to sing it in millenia
Big Brother, I’ll be You, so teach me how!
Nine tealights dance, afloat behind a bridal veil
I want You for my only Husband now!
Just dance!
I don’t know what this circle means
It looks like “rice”--
I write onii-chan on my skin!
Just dance!
I’d know my Lover’s mysteries!
Cause He’s the star-dark ocean and I’m
Falling in!
The Light of Ancient Hope
Begets Delight inside my soul
I’m a Witch of Eldest Brother!--
And the bells of the Temple toll.
My labyrinth is a circle
There’s a cross its walls conceal
Remembering His smile…
And the bells, like laughter, peal!
Just dance!
(Vikaro, be my own!)
Just dance!
(This bride is Yours alone!)
Just dance!
(“You’ll never be the same.”)
Just dance!
(Delight, I take Your name!)
Just dance!
Once there was the Mother’s Son
Beloved One so loved the World, in
Peace and joy.
Just dance--
I see Him in the Devil’s eyes
And with my tears, wash grime from Life they
Can’t destroy.
Just dance...
(I dance)
Just dance!
(I dance!)
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In a green translucence
It was swishing ‘round his ankles
Like a dryad's gown
Flowing tresses, flower crown
When I took communion--
Just the choir's secret Pagan--
He bent low and sweet
And whispered, "I'm the wheat."
And I giggled as the Father brought me blessings from his Lord
My Horned One, femme and youthful, kept our secret tryst adored
Drifting with the incense, I lay down inside my dreams
My head upon his lap beneath the Morning's gentle beams
In that glade
I can breathe
Hold me till the echoes fade
Of haunted caverns whence I'd leave
If I could find why I've stayed?
All that grime
Sucks me down
And I feel it all the time
Hide my face in your gown
Sweet alyssum and thyme
(I witch in rhyme.)
In the purple moonlight
Overshadowed by my Raven
Can I hear your voice
Since I finally have the choice?
Like the night wind crooning
In the dreamscape I created
Will you warm the chill
Of fear that shames me still?
Entangling all lissome, hold me safely as I sigh
In veils like the rainbow, starry heavens spiral by
Murmuring sweet nothings as the caverns start to glow
We’re wading through the mud that isn't pulling me below–
"Where are we going?"
"I don't know."
Should I stay
Where it's real?
Will you let me float away?
Can I bury what I feel
And plant a seed to sprout someday?
Like your wreath
That blossoms gold
I watch the sky and grit my teeth
It's not fair, and I'm cold
Falling torn crimson leaf
(I witch in grief.)
The youth adorned with flowers kisses withered blossoms new
His skirt spread on the meadow keeps my cheek from morning dew
Carding through my tresses--"if you need to, you
can cry--
Between the alleluias I'm a sacred lullaby!"
In that glade
I can breathe
Hold me till the echoes fade
Of haunted caverns whence I'd leave
If I could find why I've stayed?
Like your crown
That blossoms sweet
You're there like mermaids when I drown
Green and golden, you're the wheat
And I'm safe, sinking down…
(And all my grief and all my rhyme
You hold in honeysuckle thyme.)
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Thornsilver Hollysong Los Angeles, California
Thorn is a Brythonic & Minoan Polytheist with Wiccan roots. He writes about gender, witchcraft, and other gothy fantastical
things. Some of his songs are set in the world of his stories, while others tell of his own experiences as a gay nonbinary trans man and a witch devoted to Gwyn ap Nudd.
He's also been known as Rain and Dusk.
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